Saturday, we went to the movies with a few of the youth and really had a great time. We got home and all jumped in the pool and again, had a great time. I was totally wiped when they left and I went to my room. I spent some time with God, and after, I laid down to sleep...but nothing happened. I found myself totally exhausted, but unable to sleep! I laid there for what seemed like days just trying to fall asleep, but still, nothing! At this, I became irritated and prayed for rest, but it was not apart of God's will that I just sleep. Instead, He told me to sit up. As I tried to reason with God, I finally gave in and sat up. I expected a word from Him or a vision of some sort, but after many moments of a clear head and a quiet heart, nothing...I didn't really know what was going on, but still, I obeyed because, well, He is God. After a long time, I felt God giving me rest. It was now in the wee hours of the morning, and Sunday baptisms and service were just ahead. After a couple hours of sleep, I woke up and started getting ready. As I was doing so, The Lord spoke to me in some sort of a parable. He said to me:
There was once a king, holy and righteous before the Lord,
God reached down in view of His goodness and placed Him at the throne to His right hand,
But the king tried to overtake God with His own power,
So, God threw the king back down into a perverse land
so he could see his fault and come back to Him.
Immediately God revealed to me the meaning of this. I am the king! God moves in marvelous ways and can move through me to do great things for His name, but as I try to lead, I resort to my own strength and knowledge. So, God humbles me so I may come back to Him. Incredible!! This issue has set the pace for this summer. It is not my ideas, my strength, my leadership, or my will that will determine this summer, but it is all God's! He is the only one cut out for this, so why not let Him be God?!
It is truly marvelous to be apart of the Lord's work, but cannot be in part but of the whole, meaning we cannot partly devote ourselves to the leadership of God. We must fully devote ourselves to His teachings and leadership if He is to ever move in our lives.
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